I have been
breastfeeding my children now almost five years all together. And it has been
very important for us. It has been always clear to me that I am nursing long
time, even if it has surprise some people around me. My firstborn I nursed 3
years and with my lastborn we finish just now, when he is 2 years and 9 months.
Finishing is bit wistful.
But suddenly
I can sleep all nights. Suddenly I can wear clothes that don’t have easy
opening, suddenly I find myself planning my own things, works etc.
It is not
only that, and not only the fact that both boys are now in day care, but somehow
everything starts to become easier.
When I
started to write this blog I didn’t seemed to find a way to make art. I was
full of questions and no answers. Today I haven’t made more art but things don’t
seem to be so blocked anymore. I see some light; I start little by little to
feel that maybe it is possible to work again.
At the same
time making questions to other mother don’t seem so important anymore, but
maybe my little research would give some comfort for somebody else. I have
tried to interview some of my artist friends but this is holiday weeks from
schools in Finland so they can’t answer so fast.
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